10 things I miss a lot!!!!!

1) My ixus 80is : Really... i miss it a lot when browse back my ixus album in facebook. It's has been so long didn't take a good shot. I hope i manage to get a new one before i proceed all my plan...^^

2) My travel time : Damn!!! I miss my travel time which i did last year. Starts from single journey to KK then fly to Danau Toba, Medan with my ex-collegue after that to Langkawi with my colleagues and had a great time with my sweet girls at Kuching. What a memorable journey i had last year... But this year wasn't a good year for me. Every single plan that i wanted to do will end with sarcastic reason. Really can't understand it.. It's beyond my thinking...

3) My theater time : Every morning when Amtaz n Baiz drop me at Titiwangsa station, I can see the roof top of Istana Budaya. Long time didn't go there for theater already. Miss the live show and miss the crowd. Hopefully after this i manage to find a time to go n watch theater like i did before. Looking forward for Tun Mahathir The Musical and Natrah 2nd Season... My sweet darling Amtaz, i know you also miss the theater time so much, right?? :)

4) My 7 sweet angels :You know who you are :) Miss our fun time.. had a fasting break at U-G-11 last year and and we did a true confession of each other. It's really made me laugh and smile when i think about it. I know all of you will feel the same way too. Our gossiping and ridiculous story.. Haha!!! Time flies so fast... Eventhough most of us already change our status but we still had a fun together. Love you all so much!!! :)

5) My time at X2 : That was my previous company before i joined Genting. People who knows X2 might be suprised when i said this but it's true. I miss all my colleagues there and suprisingly i kinda miss my working time over there. Hehehe.. Felis if you read this you know what i mean. Worked there really teached me a lot. How to handle my stress even most of the time i failed to do that. Hahaha!! But from the bottom of my heart i really wanna say million thanx to Mr.AA who gave me a chance to work there. I start to grow up and build my personality after i worked with you. Thank you Sir....

6) My school time : I believe each one of us also will miss that a lot!!! So do i... How i really 'gila kuasa' when i at primary school. All the sport and competitions i will take part. Until there was no chance for other pupils to take part.. I played netball, hockey, handball, volleyball.. Just tell me all the sports name.. most of it i was the main player. In fact fyi, i learn to play chess eventhough i don't know how to play it at first place.. and i manage to get in the school's chess team. Hahaha!!! I tell you a secret why i so 'gila kuasa' that time. It's because that was the only chance you can travel to other school and other state. Good right? Hehehe.. I know you will agree with what i said..:)

7) My besterest Girl ever : so popular with name Datin when we at college. She was my roomate at college. First statement was came out from her mouth when she saw me.."eh ada budak baru"..haha!! After that we became so close till today. I really thank to God because sent me a very beautiful and heart kind friend like her to me. I learned so many things when i with her. We went to Citrawana concert on the 2nd week we at college just because of wanted to see Ziana Zain, went to Aman Malaysia concert at bukit jalil and 'panjat the pagar' coz the stage was too far and we wanted to go to near the stage. Hahaha!!! When we were boring got nothing to do at night, she will drive her car all the way MRR2 until gombak there and stop at the petrol station to buy hot dog, eat in the car and drove back home. We had so much fun together. You are my mentor..hehe..Miss u so much darling... Thanx for always be with me... good and bad times :)

8) My "Lelaki Ini" : hahaha!!! sounds like so 'poyo' but really... where is he now??? i can't wait for hari raya because i will wait him in front of tv (RTM) to watch he sing my all times fav song..'bersabarlah sayang' n pakai baju melayu hijau pucuk pisang. =)

9) I miss myself...hehee..weng =)

and last but not least....

10) I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!! ....you know who you are...:)


"I miss you like crazy
Even More than words can say
I miss you like crazy
Every minute of every day
I'm so down when your love's not around
I miss you, miss you, miss you
I miss you like crazy
You are all that I want
You are all that I need
Can't you see how I feel
Can't you see that my pain's so real
When I think of you
I don't know what to do
When will I see you again...."

::miss u like crazy by the moffats::

conclusion : what is the main point of this post??? its all about when u miss something or SOMEONE... so lame!!..=.=

When you need to care and loves....

Last night after had a fasting break with my dear Amtaz, i took a lil time to watch a news on tv. normally, it's really hard to see me sit and watch news but after baca paper yang Baiz beli buat saya terpanggil untuk tengok berita selanjutnya kat tv.

OMG... what's wrong with this people??? Father killed the mother in front of their children!!! Anak2 pulak cedera parah akibat ditetak ayah mereka!!! How could you did that to your own family??? Kesiannya anak itu..putus jari n worst part they might be have a trauma sepanjang hayat mereka....Mana perginya perikemanusiaan si ayah?? I really cant imagine if that thing happen to me.. Nauzubillah... I feel so sorry for the children... jadi yatim piatu sekelip mata.. ibu mati ditetak ayah n after that ayah mati ditembak polis... harap mereka tabah menghadapi hari mendatang dan pasti ada hikmahnya terjadi semua itu...

And this morning i received an email from Malaysian Relief Agency (MRA) asking us to help by make a donation for Pakistan Flood Victims. I saw last nite on tv about them. That was the worst flood ever in Pakistan's history. 1500 died, 30,000 house was destroyed and almost 4 million people had been moved from their village. I wish i could help more....my prayers will always with them. May god bless them all. Hope they will face all this thing with brave heart and strong. For those who wanted to give some donation you may bank in to MALAYSIAN RELIEF AGENCY, Acc No.: 5640 9820 6365 (MAYBANK)....

And just now i took a lil time to browse online newspaper.... Again i was shocked... Kesiannya dua kanak2 tak berdosa ni..Kena simbah asid. I know how it feel cause i also pernah terkena asid. but that time i was doing my chemical experiment while at secondary school. Its damn pain i tell you even tekena sikit je. Nasib baik tak melecur je. I was crying and after that my classmate, Apai took me to my chemistry teacher, Cikgu Yau. He did something and finally im ok.. Ohh..suddenly miss my school time..:) Ok ok..back to the topic...so sad looked at the children. Seorang muka habis melecur.. Macam mana dia akan teruskan hidup dengan muka melecur macam tu.. Even us also bila pimple muncul kat muka pun dah tak keruan hidup.. inikan pula budak kecil yang dah rosak seluruh muka....kesiannya....

With this recent issue really make me think and appreciate with what i had rite now....i was so beruntung can live happily with people who loves and never stop shower me with their care and loves. Thank you guys...Thank you for loving me....:)

"Thank you for loving me
For being my eyes when I couldn't see for
Parting my lips when I couldn't breathe
Thank you for loving me..."

-Thank You For Loving Me by Bon Jovi-

TTYL

When you need to laugh.....

last weekend i went back to hometown..
having a talk with Imah my lil sis,11 yrs old really made me laugh out loud...

imah : eh along dah balik? ni mesti rindu kat adik ni..
me : ko tak rindu aku ke?
imah : eeemmm..rindu jugak.. tapi adik lagi rindu kat duit ko. mintak duit sikit beli aiskrim
me : banyak cantik muka ko
imah : eh adik memang cantik. tu sebab ramai orang suka adik..
me : =.=
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imah : along, bf ko apa khabar?
me : ok je. bf ko?
imah : jangan tanya. dah break
me: kenapa?
imah : ada budak baru kat sekolah. dia suka budak baru. tasya nama dia. eeee..geramnya adik. tak pe tasya tu mesti tak lama kat sekolah tu.
me: kenapa?
imah : ayah dia polis. mesti kena pindah lagi. nanti adik dapatlah balik bf adik
me : LOL.. carik je la yang lain. apsal nak jugak dia
imah : sebab dia hensem. pandai lagi. selalu dapat nombor 1. adik selalu study group dengan dia. bila adik salah buat dia cakap..'imah salah tu. kena buat macam ni..' hehe..hensem sangat
me : yek malu je salah buat. apa la ko.
imah : eh sorry sikit. adik bukan tak tau buat la. adik saje je salah buat. adik saje nak dia betulkan..
me : LOL. nak cover la tu..
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pillow talk session...
imah : adik rasa adik nak masuk idola kecil la. nanti boleh jumpa Azam bakal bf adik. adik dah tengok dah kat tv tempat audition. nanti ko bawak adik pergi sana ek. ada kat shah alam, kat ipoh, kat mana ntah lagi tak ingat
me : ish malas ah. takde kerja aku
imah : sebab ko takde kerja la adik bagi ko kerja..*gelak*
me : bengong la tu..
imah : apa kata ko masuk Gadis Melayu.
me : apsal?
imah : yelah.. kalau ko masuk Gadis Melayu mesti ko tak seksi2, pakai sopan je selalu, lemah lembut, baik hati selalu bagi adik duit.. nanti adik vote la ko.. adik pergi audition idola kecil. ko pergila audition Gadis Melayu
me : LOL.. dah ar tido...=.=
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imah : along.. ko tengok ni bekas makwe abang (my lil bro) bagi kat dia (sambil tunjukkan key chain)
me : LOL.. *kat key chain tu tulis.. BIAR CINTA PALSU JANGAN GIGI PALSU*
kenapa dia bagi kat abang??
imah : sebab abang curang ngan dia. dia bagi hadiah pastu dia mintak break
me : abang ada makwe lain ke?
imah : takde... abang kata dia malas nak layan awek2 ni.. dia nak masuk Imam Muda tahun depan
me : LOL
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me : dik, aku kurus tak?
imah : boleh la..
me : aku cun tak?
imah : boleh la
me : apsal semua pun boleh la?
imah : kang adik cakap ko gemuk ko marah. adik cakap ko tak cun lagi ko marah.
me : so sebenarnya ko nak cakap aku gemok.. tak cun la ek?
imah : boleh la
me : =.=
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imah : long, ko nak beli tak perfume. adik jual.
me : perfume apa? wangi tak?
imah : wangi.. dah nama pun perfume.. (sambil tunjukkan collection dia)
me : sejak bila ko pandai business ni?
imah : sejak ko kedekut bagi adik duit. adik kenala carik duit sendiri.
me : =.=.. berapa hinggit ko jual?
imah : adik jual rm5. ramai kawan2 adik beli.tapi kat ko adik jual rm4.00 je.
me : wah baiknya ko bagi diskaun
imah : ala adik beradik. tak kisah. ko pun ngan adik takkan nak kedekut kan. bayar rm4 tapi kasik la adik komisen rm1
me : ceh...

When you need to change...

As everyone know i already moved from pandan indah to wangsa maju..
After almost 10 years be warga penduduk pandan (pandan jaya, pandan perdana n pandan indah) i finally moved to wangsa maju for a good.
Last nite cukup seminggu i stayed at new place........
new place, new life n new behaviour...
there are a lot of thing that i need to change especially my time management

1) my wake up time..
since amtaz and baiz worked in the same company so both of them will go to office together. its really make me worry at first place cause i need to travel alone every morning to office. yeah i know its not a big deal. you will said just go la what is the problem... hhmmm.. from my house to lrt wangsa maju i need to take bus. that is my problem. long time already didn't take bus....but but finally my kebimbangan was over after amtaz said she can drop me at titiwangsa monorail station with one condition. i must be the first one who wake up every morning, take shower n get ready...haha!!! i agreed!!! ohhh...its really a good news for me..thanx dearie..
ok cause i tumpang them to titiwangsa means i need to change my wake up time.. if before this i will wake up at 6.45am or lebih-lebih sikit... but now i need to wake up at 6.00am.. half hour early than before.. i take shower n get ready... hehe.. ok let me reveal why they give me a syarat if i wanna tumpang them. they asked me to be the first one to get ready cause they alredy knew i will be the last one who finish to bersiap. haha!!!

2) my arrival time at office
since i tumpang them so by 7.15am (paling lambat according to amtaz) we need to go out from home to avoid jam... if the road is smooth n silky (sounds like iklan syampoo pulak..hehe) i will reach titiwangsa about 7.40am.. after kiss kiss bye bye to them i walk confidently to monorail..hehe.. it's heaven you know waiting monorail at titiwangsa station compare to hang tuah station..(ohh i miss the crowd)hehe.. at titiwangsa i no need become 'selfish n rude' people yang akan buat apa saja to ensure they can fit in the monorail..i can walk steadily to get in the train and can choose where i want to sit or stand..:) hehe
by 7.50am i will reach wisma genting already. suprised!! suprised!! i reached office before 8.00am.. means i have more than enough time to do breakfast, checking office and personal emails, read online news...and and of course facebooking.. haha!! saw me at workplace before 8.00am was amazing you know..haha!! i cant help when my colleagues came in and ask me...'lina, awalnya hari ini'..or 'lina, semalam mimpi apa datang awal??' haha!! i just sengih-sengih to them.. before this its really hard to see me in the office as early than that cause i will sharp-sharp reach 8.30 or lambat sikit or lambat banyak.. muhaha!!

3) my balik time
before this i will walk with my colleague, Stacey from WG to hang tuah rather than take monorail... thats why we can keep fit n slim ok..haha!! so now i need to change my way back..i will walk to klcc to catch putra lrt to wangsa maju. with wearing my 4inch red stiletto i walk confidently to klcc passed by wisma cosway, wisma uoa, kl convention centre and finally reach suria klcc... btw for those yang selalu jalan from WG to klcc sure will passed by Auntie Annes before reach putra lrt...oooohhh nowdays i really addicted to eat the Choc Eclairs. Ni semua my housemate Baiz punya pasal...hehe.. so setakat hari ini tanpa gagal i will stop there and buy choc eclairs... sedap giler i tell u..:p oh oh tiba-tiba teringat kat makcik lrt yang jual nasik lemak kat cempaka tu... really miss her nasik lemak sardin n her very unwanted comment about what i wear everyday.. fyi makcik tu pengkritik tetap i tau.. favourite quote from her.."cantiknya awak hari ni. nampak seksi".. or 'dah kurus awak ni' or paling terkesan di minda "ha..hari ni nampak cantik semalam nampak macam orang kampung.." gulp...sangat la ikhlas makcik ni komen penampilan i ok..hehehe...

ok ok back to our topic...after buy a tix then wait for the train patiently...stand there wearing high heels really kills me. i can run in high heel.. i kid u not..but to stand pakai high heels really make me suffer ok...but nevermind.. to look pretty biar sakit asal bergaya..hahaha.:p
after reached wangsa maju i need to take bus to go back. unfortunately (on the first day travel alone) i forgot the bus number... i called Baiz to ask. T302.. *sigh* jalan already... so i decide to take cab.. btw i feel more selamat to take cab rather than take bus cause if i take bus i dont know where should i stop. dah la gelap kang tak pasal2 sesat darat pulak.. haha!! starting fees for cab is rm3.00 so when reached my house area i just need to add another rm0.90.. means its actually damn near from lrt to my house.. duduk dalam cab pun tak sempat panas punggong.. haha!! so i told Baiz there was a short cut to lrt.. later we can try to walk to lrt.. can keep fit.. haha!!

overall...i still trying to make myself comfortable at my new place... this is just beginning...long way to go...:) but i hope i can adapt the environment asap. next week fasting month already.. and the best thing is bazaar ramadhan is just in front of my house area.. giler ah..sure bankrupt.. haha!!

ok before i go..this song still on my mind since this morning..karaoke dengan Amtaz in the car sebab jalan jam giler... sampai kehausan si Amtaz..hehe

'Perpisahan itu selalu terjadi
Kepada insan yang bercinta
Sungguh sedihnya rasa
Apabila ianya terjadi...'

by KRU, perpisahan terasing...

when you are too scared...

"till now i'm still thinking what will happen to me if that aunty didn't manage to catch me from fall down on the street while i'm rushing to the mall to meet someone....."

yesterday, i went to the mall because i promise to meet someone over there. thinking that i'm gonna be late so i decide to take monorail and stop at chow kit station instead of go to titiwangsa and change to star lrt.

to be honest, after about a decade live in kuala lumpur yesterday was my first time been there alone. i have never been at chow kit road before except on early of this year went there to meet a friend for a while only. i know it's sounds weird but it's true. usually just passed by there only by car. to walk around on the street the answer is NO. NEVER ... that was because all the while i heard only bad things about chow kit road. so that really enough to make me scared to go there. but because of i already late so i dare myself to use that way.

even i felt so unsecured but i try to focus on my intention. with high heels i walked straight to the mall (actually i just guess the way because i not really sure which way should i take. i used the building as my landmark) walk faster than usual to ensure i will come out from that area as soon as possible. i believed when you are too scared normally you will only focus on what you should do and forget about other things. so do i. i'm too scared (1) because i already late and (2) never walked down to chow kit road before. I walked too fast and about 100m to reach at the mall suddenly i lost my self balance and nearly fall down on the street when i reached at the other road side. i am so lucky there was one aunty who stand there manage to catch me from fall down. if not, i really can't imagine what will happen to me yesterday. i nearly been hit by the motorcycle that time. thanx to god for sending me that aunty to save me. i felt a bit pain on my ankle that time but i just continue to walk. frankly speaking, my tears nearly drop because i'm so scared.

finally i reached at the mall but I didn't manage to meet that person... i was late....

i went to one corner and sat there... alone... rain was falling down in my heart...
thinking back on what had happened teach me a lot of things. i learn to do a very wise decision on limited times. i learn new way that i never thought i will do it last time. i learn to believe in myself that i can do things that i never do before... and the most important i learn to appreciate what i had...

personally i wanted to say lots of thanx and loves to a few people who was there for me yesterday...i didn't manage to say it personally to them....
1) to you
2) that aunty who be my savier
3) my beloved housemate amtaz n baiz who were willing to come and pick me and listening to my tears
4) cik suad dearest

btw..i totally in love with this song...

'Can we pretend that airplanes
In the night sky Are like shooting stars
I could really use a wish right now
Wish right now, wish right now...'

TTYL