Pain, you just have to ride it out, hope it goes away on its own, hope the wound that caused it heals.
There are no solutions, no easy answers. You just breathe deep and wait for it to subside. Most of the time pain can be managed, but sometimes the pain gets you when you least expect it, hits way below the belt and doesn't let up.
Pain, you just have to fight through, because the truth is you can't outrun it, and life always makes more...
Sunday, December 12, 2010
Monday, November 22, 2010
How do i stop being so nice to people??
How do i stop wearing my heart on my sleeve? All my life even when i was little i would try and still befriends with some one that has done me wrong, i always wanted to believe that people just make mistakes and not believe that the ones i care about would be this hate full towards me...
How do i teach myself not to care???........
How do i teach myself not to care???........
Friday, September 17, 2010
When you need to reward yourself
Bersempena Malaysia Day yesterday, I decided to reward myself for a movie, movie again, eat ice cream and be good to people...
Stacey and I had a movie date. We agreed to watch Resident Evil eventho its not kind a movie that I like.. but at the end ok la. The movie was so-so only. And I couldn't help myself from jerit-jerit when there was a part yang terkejut-terkejut..(the feeling same like when you watch a ghost movie). Until the guy who sat next to me also terkejut when I screamed. Hahaha!! Once finished the movie, we walked to sg.wang to look around and we had discovered new hot spot for you ladies...new outlet of Vincci and Charles and Keith.. this outlet located at KL Plaza there.. Its biggggg I tell you.. and more choices..hehe.. heaven for ladies..=)
Stacey needs to go home early yesterday because she was a very isteri mithali. She wanted to be home before her husband come back from work. Bagus Stacey ni tau..hehe.. She offered to send me back home but its still early so I decided to go watch another movie, Step Up 3.
Since my Step Up 3 will start a bit late so i went to the office took some stuff. Reached in front of Wisma Cosway (at the bus stop there) suddenly there was an old auntie stop me. She told me that she wanted to go to HUKM visiting her husband but accidently the taxi driver sent her to the wrong hospital, HKL. She from Kajang. She was a teacher but now already retire. I'm a bit confused why she told me all those things. I told her that she can take any taxi from there and asked the taxi driver bring her to HUKM. She smiled and said like this "I only had RM50 just now but after paid the taxi driver I left on RM5 with me.." Then I got her meaning. She don't have money. I gave her RM20 and she asked how can she pay back.... " No need la auntie. Hope your husband will get well soon"...Then I continue walked and left her behind.
After took my things then I walked to KLCC (Step Up 3 will be at TGV..:)).. There was about 35mins before the show so I went eat an ice cream at New Zealand Ice Cream... Really enjoy my moment sit and eat ice cream there alone...You guys should do it if you have time...:)
That was the third time I went watched movie alone. Don't pity me because I really enjoyed myself when I did it alone. Sometimes you just wanted to be alone so that you will appreciate yourself more than usual.. Bagi I la..Orang lain I tak tahu..Hehe.. And it was a very good movie I tell you. For them yang dah watched that movie sure agreed with me. And and the hero damn hot ok.. Hahahaha!! Even I noticed he didn't dance much but his handsome face already made me wanna pengsan..Haha!!
Yesterday was a very happy day for me. I celebrate Malaysia Day used my own way. I am free to do whatever I wanna do without thinking about other things / people. It's priceless....
So my mission for the day was completed. Had a very pretty gf to accompany me for movie, eat ice cream and did good thing to people..
Happy Malaysia Day to all..=)
Stacey and I had a movie date. We agreed to watch Resident Evil eventho its not kind a movie that I like.. but at the end ok la. The movie was so-so only. And I couldn't help myself from jerit-jerit when there was a part yang terkejut-terkejut..(the feeling same like when you watch a ghost movie). Until the guy who sat next to me also terkejut when I screamed. Hahaha!! Once finished the movie, we walked to sg.wang to look around and we had discovered new hot spot for you ladies...new outlet of Vincci and Charles and Keith.. this outlet located at KL Plaza there.. Its biggggg I tell you.. and more choices..hehe.. heaven for ladies..=)
Stacey needs to go home early yesterday because she was a very isteri mithali. She wanted to be home before her husband come back from work. Bagus Stacey ni tau..hehe.. She offered to send me back home but its still early so I decided to go watch another movie, Step Up 3.
Since my Step Up 3 will start a bit late so i went to the office took some stuff. Reached in front of Wisma Cosway (at the bus stop there) suddenly there was an old auntie stop me. She told me that she wanted to go to HUKM visiting her husband but accidently the taxi driver sent her to the wrong hospital, HKL. She from Kajang. She was a teacher but now already retire. I'm a bit confused why she told me all those things. I told her that she can take any taxi from there and asked the taxi driver bring her to HUKM. She smiled and said like this "I only had RM50 just now but after paid the taxi driver I left on RM5 with me.." Then I got her meaning. She don't have money. I gave her RM20 and she asked how can she pay back.... " No need la auntie. Hope your husband will get well soon"...Then I continue walked and left her behind.
After took my things then I walked to KLCC (Step Up 3 will be at TGV..:)).. There was about 35mins before the show so I went eat an ice cream at New Zealand Ice Cream... Really enjoy my moment sit and eat ice cream there alone...You guys should do it if you have time...:)
That was the third time I went watched movie alone. Don't pity me because I really enjoyed myself when I did it alone. Sometimes you just wanted to be alone so that you will appreciate yourself more than usual.. Bagi I la..Orang lain I tak tahu..Hehe.. And it was a very good movie I tell you. For them yang dah watched that movie sure agreed with me. And and the hero damn hot ok.. Hahahaha!! Even I noticed he didn't dance much but his handsome face already made me wanna pengsan..Haha!!
Yesterday was a very happy day for me. I celebrate Malaysia Day used my own way. I am free to do whatever I wanna do without thinking about other things / people. It's priceless....
So my mission for the day was completed. Had a very pretty gf to accompany me for movie, eat ice cream and did good thing to people..
Happy Malaysia Day to all..=)
Monday, September 13, 2010
When you're lost the way...
Yesterday i came back to the hectic city after celebrate raya with my dear family. Basically this year was not a really good raya for me because i fall sick on first day of raya.. *sigh*.. miss to eat my favourite rendang.. but after all i felt so grateful because still can celebrate raya with my family. when think about other people who are not really lucky to celebrate raya with their love one...the flood victim in Pakistan and our recent issue, the death of jutawan kecatikan Dato Sosilawati and the other 3 victims. In fact one of the victim was my super senior at high school. Al Fatihah...
Btw yesterday i did something that i never thought i will do in my life. Maybe rasa humanity yang kuat buat i rasa nak tolong mereka. I became a free and easy tourist guide for one Iran family... hehe..:) Actually i met them in the KTM. The wife, Rabiah (if i'm not mistaken listening to the way she pronounce her name) asked me where to get local handicraft for souvenir. I suggest her to go to Central Market. After arrived KL Sentral i just left her behind and try not to bother them. But after that i felt so not good then i turned back and looked for her. I saw all of them at one corner try to find their way. I straight away told them i can bring them to the Central Market. She was super happy when i said that. I can see from her face. So i brought her, her husband and their 2 lovely daughter to Central Market.
To be honest, I didn't go to Central Market for quite long time. If not mistaken last I went there was about 8 years ago.. That time I still study at mara college. So I just pretend that I know the place very well. Haha!! :p. Its really was a good experience for me. Priceless i tell you... Eventhough a bit hard to understand their english (because of their pronunciation..slang dia belah arab so ambil masa sikit nak faham) and my english pun bukannya bagus sangat... hehehe.. but we had a good time together. After they finish shopping at Central Market I suggest them to go to KLCC. They agreed and keep thankful me cause willing to show them the way. So we went to KLCC together. Once we reached KLCC and after showed them around, I told them that I need to go off. I have something to do later on. I gave them my contact number so they can call me if they need info or my help. And last night Rabiah called me and invite me to have a dinner with them before they fly back to Iran...:)
When I think back, I was glad because decided to help them. I managed to show them the correct way so that they won't lost their way.
In fact, in term of life also, I believe all of us also sometimes need other people to show us the right way when we nearly lost or totally lost our way. Not because we can't stand on our on feet but we have to admit that we just a human being. Not a perfect person. Sometimes we did something that we never realized it was a wrong thing. And you can consider you are a lucky person if there are people around you willing to show you the right way rather than just saw you choose the wrong way. I can consider myself in one of the lucky person. I have people around me who always there for me when i nearly or totally lost my way. Thanx guys. I really appreciate it... :)
Because now still in raya mode so I would like to wish you a very Happy Eid Mubarak. Wish you have a great time with your love one.
For word that might be hurt, for jokes you can't take, for anything I did might be harm, i'm sorry if it displeasure you. Hope this raya will bring us a lot of joys and happiness.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...:)
Btw yesterday i did something that i never thought i will do in my life. Maybe rasa humanity yang kuat buat i rasa nak tolong mereka. I became a free and easy tourist guide for one Iran family... hehe..:) Actually i met them in the KTM. The wife, Rabiah (if i'm not mistaken listening to the way she pronounce her name) asked me where to get local handicraft for souvenir. I suggest her to go to Central Market. After arrived KL Sentral i just left her behind and try not to bother them. But after that i felt so not good then i turned back and looked for her. I saw all of them at one corner try to find their way. I straight away told them i can bring them to the Central Market. She was super happy when i said that. I can see from her face. So i brought her, her husband and their 2 lovely daughter to Central Market.
To be honest, I didn't go to Central Market for quite long time. If not mistaken last I went there was about 8 years ago.. That time I still study at mara college. So I just pretend that I know the place very well. Haha!! :p. Its really was a good experience for me. Priceless i tell you... Eventhough a bit hard to understand their english (because of their pronunciation..slang dia belah arab so ambil masa sikit nak faham) and my english pun bukannya bagus sangat... hehehe.. but we had a good time together. After they finish shopping at Central Market I suggest them to go to KLCC. They agreed and keep thankful me cause willing to show them the way. So we went to KLCC together. Once we reached KLCC and after showed them around, I told them that I need to go off. I have something to do later on. I gave them my contact number so they can call me if they need info or my help. And last night Rabiah called me and invite me to have a dinner with them before they fly back to Iran...:)
When I think back, I was glad because decided to help them. I managed to show them the correct way so that they won't lost their way.
In fact, in term of life also, I believe all of us also sometimes need other people to show us the right way when we nearly lost or totally lost our way. Not because we can't stand on our on feet but we have to admit that we just a human being. Not a perfect person. Sometimes we did something that we never realized it was a wrong thing. And you can consider you are a lucky person if there are people around you willing to show you the right way rather than just saw you choose the wrong way. I can consider myself in one of the lucky person. I have people around me who always there for me when i nearly or totally lost my way. Thanx guys. I really appreciate it... :)
Because now still in raya mode so I would like to wish you a very Happy Eid Mubarak. Wish you have a great time with your love one.
For word that might be hurt, for jokes you can't take, for anything I did might be harm, i'm sorry if it displeasure you. Hope this raya will bring us a lot of joys and happiness.
SELAMAT HARI RAYA, MAAF ZAHIR DAN BATIN...:)
Monday, September 6, 2010
ketulusan hati-marshanda
Ya Allah give me sincerity of heart..
Ya Allah give me fortitude..
Ya Allaah, I could sacrifice..
By your grace I beg....
Saturday, September 4, 2010
29 things Girls Didn't Manage to Tell Guys...
1. When a woman says she was heartbroken, but she did not shed any tears, it means that she was crying in her heart.
2. If she does not bother you after you hurt her, you better give her time to calm down again before you accost her with the word sorry
3. Women hard to find things she hates about a guy that she loves the most (that is why many women will heartbreak when the relationship is broken in the middle of the road).
4. If a woman falls in love with a man, the man will always in her mind even when she is out with another man.
5. When a man that she love staring into her eyes, she will melt like chocolate!.
6. Women love compliments, but they do not know how to accept praise
7. If you don't like the girl who loves you half to death, push her gently, not aggression, because there is a spirit within her which you will never know because when she already decided she will do anything
8. If a girl started to distance themselves from you after you push her loves, let her to be alone for a while. If you still want to treat her as a friend, try to gently talk her.
9. Women love to express what they feel. Music, poetry, painting and writing is the best way they express their feeling
10. Do not tell girls that they are not good enough because nobody is perfect
11. Being too serious can turn off the mood of women
12. When the first man who she love in heart gave positive responses, such as contact by telephone, she would be indifferent as if not interested, but as soon as the she put down the phone, she would scream happily and not to ten minutes, all her friends will know the news
13. A smile will give a thousand meaning to a women. So do not smile without a reason
14. If you love a woman, try to start with friendship.
15. If a woman gives a thousand reason every time you ask her out, just leave her because she was not interested in you
16. But if at the same time she contacted you or wait for your call then continue your efforts to win her heart
17. Do not ever predict what she feels. Ask her directly!
18. After a girl falls in love, she will often wondered why I do not see this man earlier
19. If you are looking the most romantic way to win the heart of a girl, try to read many books about love
20. Her ex-boyfriend will stand in her mind, but the man that she loves now will always be at special place in her heart
21. A greeting 'Hi' just enough to cheer her up for a day
22. Only her bestfriend will know what she feels right now
23. Most women hate men who befriend with them just because want to know about her girl friend
24. Love means devotion, care, honesty and happiness without any compromise
25. All women want a man who loves them wholeheartedly
26. Weapons of women are tears!
27. Women really likes when the person that she loves make a surprise for her (gifts, flowers or just a romantic greeting card). They will feel overwhelmed and feel that he sincerely loved her. So she will not doubt with you
28. Women easily fall in love for the man who took good care of them and treat them nicely. So, if you want to win the women's heart, you should do something
29. Actually very easy to win women's heart because of what she wanted is just to feel loved and be loved with all your heart
'I don't seek money, but I want your time
Cos I'd give my life for you, when you are mine
And it hurts me more than I can say when you pull away
But if you love me, you should tell me everyday....'
-im just a girl by bachelor girl-
TTYL..:)
2. If she does not bother you after you hurt her, you better give her time to calm down again before you accost her with the word sorry
3. Women hard to find things she hates about a guy that she loves the most (that is why many women will heartbreak when the relationship is broken in the middle of the road).
4. If a woman falls in love with a man, the man will always in her mind even when she is out with another man.
5. When a man that she love staring into her eyes, she will melt like chocolate!.
6. Women love compliments, but they do not know how to accept praise
7. If you don't like the girl who loves you half to death, push her gently, not aggression, because there is a spirit within her which you will never know because when she already decided she will do anything
8. If a girl started to distance themselves from you after you push her loves, let her to be alone for a while. If you still want to treat her as a friend, try to gently talk her.
9. Women love to express what they feel. Music, poetry, painting and writing is the best way they express their feeling
10. Do not tell girls that they are not good enough because nobody is perfect
11. Being too serious can turn off the mood of women
12. When the first man who she love in heart gave positive responses, such as contact by telephone, she would be indifferent as if not interested, but as soon as the she put down the phone, she would scream happily and not to ten minutes, all her friends will know the news
13. A smile will give a thousand meaning to a women. So do not smile without a reason
14. If you love a woman, try to start with friendship.
15. If a woman gives a thousand reason every time you ask her out, just leave her because she was not interested in you
16. But if at the same time she contacted you or wait for your call then continue your efforts to win her heart
17. Do not ever predict what she feels. Ask her directly!
18. After a girl falls in love, she will often wondered why I do not see this man earlier
19. If you are looking the most romantic way to win the heart of a girl, try to read many books about love
20. Her ex-boyfriend will stand in her mind, but the man that she loves now will always be at special place in her heart
21. A greeting 'Hi' just enough to cheer her up for a day
22. Only her bestfriend will know what she feels right now
23. Most women hate men who befriend with them just because want to know about her girl friend
24. Love means devotion, care, honesty and happiness without any compromise
25. All women want a man who loves them wholeheartedly
26. Weapons of women are tears!
27. Women really likes when the person that she loves make a surprise for her (gifts, flowers or just a romantic greeting card). They will feel overwhelmed and feel that he sincerely loved her. So she will not doubt with you
28. Women easily fall in love for the man who took good care of them and treat them nicely. So, if you want to win the women's heart, you should do something
29. Actually very easy to win women's heart because of what she wanted is just to feel loved and be loved with all your heart
'I don't seek money, but I want your time
Cos I'd give my life for you, when you are mine
And it hurts me more than I can say when you pull away
But if you love me, you should tell me everyday....'
-im just a girl by bachelor girl-
TTYL..:)
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